
“There
was once a lover who had sighed for long years in separation from his
beloved, and wasted in the fire of remoteness.
From
the rule of love, his heart was empty of patience, and his body weary of his
spirit; he reckoned life without her as a mockery, and time consumed him
away.
How
many a day he found no rest in longing for her; how many a night the pain of
her kept him from sleep; his body was worn to a sigh, his heart’s wound had
turned him to a cry of sorrow.
He had
given a thousand lives for one taste of the cup of her presence, but it
availed him not.
The
doctors knew no cure for him, and companions avoided his company; yea,
physicians have no medicine for one sick of love, unless the favour of the
beloved one deliver him.
At
last, the tree of his longing yielded the fruit of despair, and the fire of
his hope fell to ashes.
Then
one night he could live no more, and he went out of his house and made for
the marketplace. On a sudden, a watchman followed after him. He broke into a
run with the watchman following; then other watchmen came together, and
barred every passage to the weary one. And the wretched one cried from his
heart, and ran here and there, and moaned to himself:
‘Surely
this watchman is “Izr’a’il, my angel of death, following so fast upon me; or
he is a tyrant of men, seeking to harm me.’
His
feet carried him on, the one bleeding with the arrow of love, and his heart
lamented. Then he came to a garden wall, and with untold pain he scaled it,
for it proved very high; and forgetting his Life, he threw himself down to
the garden. And there he beheld his beloved with a lamp in her hand,
searching for a ring she had lost.
When
the heart-surrendered lover looked on his ravishing love, he drew a great
breath and raised up his hands in prayer, crying:
‘0 God! Give thou glory to
the watchman, and riches and long life. For the watchman was Gabriel,
guiding this poor one; or he was Israfil, bringing life to this wretched
one!’
Indeed,
his words were true, for he had found many a secret justice in this seeming
tyranny of the watchman, and seen how many a mercy lay hid behind the veil.
Out of
wrath, the guard had led him who was athirst in Love’s desert to the sea of
his loved one, and lit up the dark night of absence with the light of
reunion. He had driven one who was afar, into the garden of nearness, had
guided and ailing soul to the heart’s physician.
Now if
the lover could have looked ahead, he would have blessed the watchman at the
start, and prayed on his behalf, and he would have seen that tyranny as
justice; but since the end was veiled to him, he moaned and made his plaint
in the beginning.
Yet
those who journey in the garden land of knowledge, because they see the end
in the beginning, see peace in war and friendliness in anger.”
Baha'i
Faith, Words
of Baha'u'llah, The Seven Valleys, pp 13-15
Music by Brian Gueguierre and Julie Rosser
Guitar: Brian Gueguierre and Andre Calderon
Drums: Andre Calderon
Vocals: Julie Rosser
Classification: Bahai devotional